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Felicity Braddock ([personal profile] allmydreams) wrote2009-09-27 09:47 pm

In which there's a really epic fight.

[Cleaned up AIM log with [livejournal.com profile] aplayfulpup.]

Aaron: ::sighs and looks at Felicity:: Okay. I am here for the cuddling.

Felicity: Oh really?

Aaron: Isn't that what you want?

Felicity: Yeah. If that's what you want. Beyond coercion.

Aaron: I'm here aren't I? You want me to go now?

Felicity: *closes her eyes* No, no. Stay. I just ... don't want to seem clingy.

Aaron: I never said you were.

Felicity: I never said you did.

Aaron: I'm confused.

Felicity: Never mind. I'm just screwing this up more. Forget it.

Aaron: So....am I staying?

Felicity: Yeah.

Aaron: Okay. ::kicks off his shoes and flops down on the bed::

Felicity: *smiles slightly, and moves over to curl up next to him*

Aaron: ::drapes an arm against her and his hand just happens to fall against her chest::

Felicity: *looks back at him and raises an eyebrow*

Aaron: ::innocent puppy face::

Felicity: *smirks, but moves his hand around to her back* Only if you're good.

Aaron: ::pouts:: But I'm always good.

Felicity: Be extra special good, and I'll let you have the cookie.

Aaron: ::moves closer, pulling her tight:: But I want pie.

Felicity: But then you'll have to be really, really good.

Aaron: ::his hand starts to roam:: Can't I just promise to be good later?

Felicity: *closes her eyes and looks down* Please? Just -- for right now can we not do this? I'll make it up to you later.

Aaron: ::sighs and holds his hand up:: Okay, okay.

Felicity: *relaxes, kisses just under his chin* Thank you.

Aaron: ::lays back and closes his eyes:: Mmhmm.

Felicity: *tucks her head under his chin and closes her eyes*

Aaron: ::lays there, a bit awkward::

Felicity: *sighs slightly as she rubs his side a bit* How was your day?

Aaron: ::nods:: Okay, I guess. Drove here.

Felicity: You could always take the train, you know. You'd get here faster.

Aaron: ::frowns:: But I like my bike.

Felicity: *grin* And I like your bike too. I'm just saying.

Aaron: Doesn't really take me that long.

Felicity: *shrugs* Suit yourself.

Aaron: I will. ::smirks::

Felicity: *smirks back* I'm sorry I was in such a weird mood before.

Aaron: Were you? Didn't notice.

Felicity: Oh no?

Aaron: ::shrugs:: If I did...it doesn't matter.

Felicity: *shifts and kisses him on the cheek*

Aaron: ::blinks:: What was that for?

Felicity: *soft smile* You wouldn't believe me if I told you.

Aaron: Okay…

Felicity: *shifts slightly so that she's looking at him more* You're sweet.

Aaron ::eyeroll::

Felicity: *closes her eyes* You are.

Aaron: If you say so.

Felicity: Is that so hard to believe?

Aaron: It just ain't true.

Felicity: Why not?

Aaron: ::sighs:: C'mon Felicity. We hafta do this?

Felicity: Yes. I just -- I want to understand.

Aaron: Understand what?

Felicity: Why you won't take the compliment.

Aaron: Cuz it ain't true, and you shouldn't think I'm someone I'm not.

Felicity: So you're just pretending to be someone else with me?

Aaron: No.

Felicity: So you just think I'm delusional then when I'm just telling you what I see.

Aaron: Never said delusional.

Felicity: I'm an idiot then?

Aaron: ::groans:: There any way I can get outta this without sayin' the wrong thing?

Felicity: I just -- I want to understand you a little better. That's all. I -- tell you all these personal things, and -- I just wish that I knew where your head was at sometimes.

Aaron: You say that like there's something to tell.

Felicity: You've lived almost thirty years, so far. There has to be something there.

Aaron: There isn't.

Felicity: *shifts a bit so that she's resting on top of him* Why don't you think you're a nice guy?

Aaron: Cuz I don't care.

Felicity: Just because you don't care doesn't mean it doesn't happen.

Aaron: Stop. ::starts to shift out from under her::

Felicity: *lets him go* What?

Aaron: ::sits up:: I told you I didn't wanna talk.

Felicity: *watches him* I just -- I want to understand.

Aaron: There's nothing to understand. I just don't give a shit. Don't have anything to open up about.

Felicity: You don't care about anything?

Aaron: ::shrugs and gets up:: I care about sex.

Felicity: *shifts and looks away* Right. Of course.

Aaron: Maybe I should just go.

Felicity: *just lies on her side* If that's what you want.

Aaron: Well I don't wanna keep answering all these questions. And I'm obviously pissin' you off.

Felicity: I'm not angry. At least, not at you.

Aaron: So what do you want from me?

Felicity: Something I can't have. As usual.

Aaron: I thought we were havin' a fun weekend.

Felicity: We were.

Aaron: So why start this crap?

Felicity: Because it's what I do. *sits up a bit and looks at him* I talk. I try to get people. I want to understand. I'm always going to want to understand.

Aaron: And there's never gonna be anything to understand. This is just who I am. I don't talk, I don't look for reasons why I'm who I am...I just...I'm here. If that's not enough and you need someone to talk to, I can just stop botherin' you.

Felicity: *pulls her knees into her chest and rests her forehead against him* You're not bothering me.

Aaron: ::sighs:: I can't mind read. Just tell me what you want me to do.

Felicity: I want you to stay, but I don't want you to do anything you're not comfortable with.

Aaron: ::shrugs:: So stop askin' me questions that I can't answer.

Felicity: *looks up at him. Wants to correct him on the difference between can't and won't but decided it might not get her very far, so she just doesn't say anything for a moment.*

Aaron: ::figures that's her just not stopping him from going, so he grabs his shoes and turns to go::

Felicity: *bites her lip, decides it might be a better idea to just let him go, so she just curls up on her side again*

Aaron: ::sits in the living room to put his shoes on::

Felicity: *gets up after a minute, them makes his way into the living room and looks at him* Is it so terrible that I think you're a nice guy?

Aaron: ::glances up from tying his shoes:: You know...think what you want. I'm just sayin' thinking things like that doesn't mean it's true.

Felicity: Why? Does my opinion not matter? If you're not being someone else with me, and you don't think I'm stupid then what am I missing?

Aaron: ::runs a hand through his hair:: Cause I'm just bein' me. You wanna interpret that as me being a nice guy? Fine. But you must've known some real fuckin' assholes.

Felicity: I have. Trust me. But this is more than just that. And I'm sorry if that makes you uncomfortable, but I'm not going to lie to you about how I feel.

Aaron: Fine. So why can't we just drop it and have a good time?

Felicity: Because I'm tired of you looking at me like I'm insane every time I say something like that.

Aaron: So stop sayin' it.

Felicity: So you'd rather I just shut up and screw you.

Aaron: No. We can talk. Just not about me.

Felicity: That's not fair.

Aaron: ::shakes his head and stands up:: Just forget it.

Felicity: *quietly* Fine.

Aaron: ::heads for the door:: I'm not gonna keep goin' back and forth like this. Just decide if you want me to fuckin' hang around or not.

Felicity: *looks down, but doesn't say anything*

Aaron: ::looks over at her as he opens the door:: Well. It was fun while it lasted.

Felicity: Guess so.

Aaron: ::stands there a moment, then walks out and slams the door shut behind himself, heading down the hall::


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